"I was trying to write then and I found the greatest difficulty, aside from knowing what you really felt, rather than what you were supposed to feel, was to put down what really happened in action: what the actual things were which produced the emotions that you experienced * * * the real thing, the sequence of motion and fact which made the emotion * * * I was trying to learn to write, commencing with the simplest things."
5 Şubat 2011 Cumartesi
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cenderede sıkışırken, çarmıha gerilmiş halde aşağı çekildiğimi hissediyordum.
bu kadar tezattı durumum.
şimdi gevşetilmiş gibiyim.
ama hala sanki çivi var ellerimde gibi bir hisse kapılıyorum.
bu belki de beni uyanık tutan...
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